running

my inability to
((pressure pressure))
creates stress nodules

i manifest your physical recognition
of discomfort
of uncertainty

in this desert of sweat and sand
of bass reverberating
my ears ring
i turn my back to the wind
and fall forward, tired, uninspired

hair flowing behind me
arms outstretched
i am christlike in my perceived glory
with my back to the world

the orange sand approaches my face quickly
and my discovery of god is gritty
and uncomfortable in my mouth

i change my settings
click

i see what i want to see
click