I'm Tired...

...Uninspired, from running with scissors and playing with fire

I wonder

what it feels like when you've met the person that you're going to be with for... well.  For a long time.  (I suppose I've maybe given up on the "for the rest of your life" idea).

Wait.

Fuck that.

No, I wonder what it feels like when you've met the person that you're going to be with for the rest of your life.  Are you like super neurotic and nervous?  Completely calm?  Overwhelmed?

I have not, to my knowledge, met the person I'm going to be with for the rest of my life, and as such, I don't quite know what you feel like when you meet that person.  I'd imagine that you'd feel quite calm.  It's sort of a universal thing -- meeting the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with.  So one might be tempted to think that the feeling would be completely overwhelming and huge.  But really -- no.  Let's think about it:  you've met the person that you are meant to be with.  It's already been written.  It has, in fact, already happened at some other point on the space-time continuum.  So why would you be super nervous and overwhelmed about it?  Seems to me that you'd be quite zen about the whole thing.

I'm feeling really zen right now.

Just Remember

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